Venomous Mind

It is so weird how life changes… It seems like it changes constantly… I have had many friends in my life some have stayed through my roller coaster of a life and others have either left or just didn’t make the cut when all was said and done! I will be 27 in September and I know that there is still so much to learn but I am realizing that I have become quite the wonderful woman considering my circumstances at different times! I have the love of one of the most amazing men sorry if you ladies think you have better but I know for sure I have the best and others that say they have the best must have good men as well… I have a daughter who is so sweet and would give you the shirt off her back if you needed it and that’s saying something since she is only 6 our relationship my have bumps but what mother daughter relationship doesn’t I guess the point of this is just to put it out there to tell the world I am happy with “My People” and for once in my life I don’t make decisions based on what I want I live for my daughter and I have to make choices that some friends might have thought sucked but when you have that perfect thing that happens to you at the most imperfect moment you make the best of it and I have learned more from my 6 year old then I could have ever learned from being in the bars all the time! I pick friends based on if they have the same morals as me… it may suck but sometimes there are even picked because they have kids, I still live for me and I still have friends that I have had since before Tegan was born but the ones who are still here have battle scars bc I have not always been the nicest person. I guess its just funny I was sitting here thinking about how my life has changed I used to live for the nights I could get trashed with friends now I live for the nights I have my husband home my daughter well and the memories I can make with friends not always having to be in the bars! I am making changes I am doing things I never thought I would like reaching out to people I used to know trying to set up play dates lol I do what I do because I love the smile on my daughters face the look in my husbands eyes and the way my heart feels when all is said and done! With all that said if you know me you know this is kinda a big deal because I usually only write about things that piss me off or people I am pissed off at but for once in my life I am completely happy!

XOXOX Venomous Mindi